I'm beginning to lose my ability to believe that my H has truly "burned that bridge" that he spoke of.
He left for work 45 minutes earlier than normal, then called me on his lunch break and sounded distant and low. I was not feeling well, was experiencing severe abdominal pain and told him so and asked him to call me back later.
It is now 6:10pm and I have received no call and this is late for him to get home. Work is officially over at 4pm.
I can't help but think that he is with her. I'm feeling so miserable right now. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle the situation and I fear that I might not be able to contain myself when he gets here. I will try, but I'm not sure that I can pull it off. I'm so sick of this.
