im sorry it has come to this, I hope you put all your energies into taking care of those kids, since you are the only sane parent they've got. I dont think we will ever understand why they did this, why , having a beautiful healthy family and an s willing to forgive and be the best S ever they's just throw everything don't the void. My C chalks it up to obsession and temporary infatuation that blinds all senses.
I pray for strength for you and that your kids are take care of well))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.