Here's the latest: H was supposed to contact me sometime this week to meet up and chat with me. When I got home from work he had allready changed his mind it seemed, as he had written me a letter:
-------"I want to chat about our seperation. Its not an easy subject to discuss. We both have strong feelings for each other but we keep butting heads. If you've made up your mind to move on, that would help me to know. Otherwise, were stuck in a mess. I am in no rush to discuss this, but its defenitely got to happen. Feel free to write me. Take care, H.-----------
So, I Text him later at about 10:30 and said,"If you would like to meet up, I would like it to be in person as we first planned. Let me know". He responded with "that would be good to meet in person sometime". "Soon". I text back and said, "O.k." H text back: "It would be nice if we could just rewind and start all over again. Wouldnt it?" I said "Yea".
I wonder how long he will wait to contact me. This has been a temperature check - I am sure.
Did I do o.k., What should I do to prepare myself for if he does want to see me and talk about our R? I can only think that I have to be honest and say : I am not moving on with anyone else at this time, I am simply moving forward and I would prefer we try to reconcile our differences, but I cant force you to want to change your mind. TIPPER
