The baby steps just keep coming. I just hope they are enough long-term to get him to baby step back to me and his kids.

He called to say good night to the kids and I spoke with him just to see how he was feeling. His car is here at the house and he said he was going to come by in the morning to switch motorcycle for car, or that he might just come over and crash for a few hours. I told him that he was more than welcome to and I'd baby him if he needed it. He said he'd see me in the morning. I wonder if being sick has provided a little of that reality feeling. Hmm, sick by myself or sick with my wife who cares about me and how I feel. If he really didn't like me at all, he'd just stay in bed at the apartment instead of waking up to come over here to get back in bed.


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.