Drowning still - 23 years, feel like I am sinking

[FaithfulH]

CBK,

I agree with SG....do NOTHING. Or as you wrote yesterday, go for a drive. Despite whatever you read....this is NOT the end! I wouldn't get a L either until you hear from her L. There is plenty of time for that if it ever is needed. I think I told you early on that I almost blew it in my sitch by rushing with the legal and financial stuff. Now is not the time to be worried about that. BTW, I found out things by snooping that I thought pointed to the end....and in almost every case I misread the "signs". There is lots of hope! Get back to where you were 24 hours ago!