The first day was ok. I really had no problem at work. But when I got home. I tried to keep my mind off smoking and started thinking about My Marriage... I tried to forget about my marriage and started thinking about smoking. I think the meds I am on do help. When I can short circuit my smoking thoughts I forget about Smoking when I am busy. It's like it's on my mind and then I can get distracted and forget about it for a while. It is hard not working on my R at this time. Things are good though. Last night I went to bed and wife came into my bedroom and asked “Did you say goodnight? I did not know you were in bed already." so this means that when I do say good night it is not falling on dear ears. Also they restored our town clock and it is showing at the museum before they put it back. Wife said she and son are going to see it wed if I wanted to come. SO I am being included in allot of her actives. Also she went to see some rose garden last weekend. I asked her how it was and she said it was really nice and if I wanted we could go see it again this weekend... As for the somking...we will see. Like I said I did not have a brake down yet...
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And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
