I know you do. I've kept up with your thread for months now and I see the same sort of struggle you've been enduring, (except you've shown a bit more grace and poise).
Yesterday, I went for my first session with a shrink and he has started me on Lexapro, the latest in the world of anti-depressants. I hope I can tolerate it. I really didn't want to go down that road, but I have reached the wall and don't see how I'm going to be able to pull myself out of this clinical depression I now find myself in.
I was also disappointed to find that I'm still only 96lbs. Yes, I've been eating....
As soon as I find a good instructional video/DVD on belly dancing, I will let you know. I think it will be a source of good exercise, as well as a lot of fun.
