Journal, After fire email to W - she asked keys of house back: "if this is the way we are going to be, you cannot come in as you please". It was painful - I just gave her one more reason to want me at a distance - no good. I went home anyway to say good night to the kids - she was surprisingly nice and offered some dinner, she asked me to watch TV with her, she didn't feel like stay alone - I did it, so we could get over the fight, we watched some comedy and laughed a bit. I left after she fell asleep on the couch... I should have left earlier. The fire email was too dramatic and extreme but I still want to stay dark, although on good terms and not because I am upset, but more because I am busy. Yesterday she called three times - I answered only the third call - she asked me if I wanted to go and say goodnight to the kids, I declined. Still very hard for me to be able to control my emotions. __________________ hic sunt leones __________________
I decided the tattoo is going to be a lion's head.... maybe
