Yes, I'm certain about the cell bill thing. I keep a pretty thorough journal on my laptop on a daily basis.
Anyway, I know you are right about acting "as if". I will keep your post in mind when I feel myself slipping into glumland.
I see that you have had some challenging moments yourself lately (the sad and scary thinking thing). You know, dear friend, that I definately can empathize with you. All and all though, it looks like you are still moving together in a positive direction and I draw comfort from your continuing success.