God believes I'm worth it...

[Committed2Him]

ok, checking it out. By the way, one of those CD's was WOW gospel 1998, and Yolanda Adams sung a song that was very, very dear to me:
The Battle is the Lord's (Live)

I remember singing that song, sometimes literally in tears, laying on the floor. As I now play the video, or listen to the song on my ipod, I hear it from a vantage point of having seen Him fulfill his promises, even though the divorce eventually took place. He sustained me, used the trial to encourage others, grew me in my faith, lifted my head when I had no strength or desire, brought people into my life just when I needed them and page after page after page in my journals of what the Lord did in my life.

Cat,

You are doing well for being at this point, with everything still going on. There will be challenges and hurt to grow through but His promises to sustain you are eternal promises and it is impossible for God to lie.