The pain of being here sometimes rivals our pains begore finding this source of support. Last I checked on your thread, you were enduring tough times. Take care of yourself if you do take a break. But give some though to keeping a thread that helps you fight for your self, and not one about fighting for the M.
We all watched you go through some very tough times. I know they are still hard, but I hope somehow different than in the beginning. You have grown in your career and made many new friends in your life. You have dealt with teenage children, and continue to encounter the chaos that brings to us all. Be strong for yourself. Be loving and caring for your kids. Focus on the smallest of the good things each day and they will grow.