Stand back up and be strong! We all backslide. Think of H as someone else. Is he the man you married? Remember he is now "Alien Husband"!
Think of the CHA CHA! If you move toward him, he will move away. It is Your turn NOW! You need to move away until he stops movng away. You need to then move back move until he moves toward you....
Keep us posted on WHAT you are DOING to become happy without H!
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712