Perhaps. I know I'm not the same person I was. I don't know whether or not that is a good thing. I just know that I am tired and I need to let go of this frustration because I don't like what it is doing to me.
Driving last night I wanted to call her and talk about my trip. To tell her how much I missed her and the kids. To talk about life. Unfortunately I couldn't call her. Couldn't tell her those things. I have lost my wife and my bestfriend. I miss my friend the most.
