Well, I have been on the boards alot today...trying to catch up on everyone..
The one thing I have noticed is that our once walk aways who come back don't seem to have to much remorse..and that they need time to heal too. I guess I have been a bit selfish and only thinking about me and my hurt. And with it came all the back-sliding on my part. So today when h gets home I will be nice again..not faking but really caring to him, besides I hate the insecurities that have poped up into my life because of having to re-live all this again...back on track and I think I will go for a walk before he gets home...that has always helped me in the past.
Thanks to all of you with being opened and sharing your stiches, I really am not toooo old to learn..LOL
