feels like he is ready to crash but has really felt like that for a few years
feels he cannot make a decision about his life because he has done so much harm and he is torn between me and other woman
says i really do not understand what goes on in his head
is miserable
when i asked what he wanted to talk to me about i asked if that meant he was not coming back home and he said he does not know what will be due to all of the damage he has caused
i let him know i loved him and he said he wished he could say it back but could not because he no longer knows the meaning of love.
BUT lastnight and this morning and even when he first came over this morning, he had no problem telling me he loved me and will always love me.
Talk about spinning.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
