Hey Amy, just want you to know you have plenty of us her to support you right now. Take your step back, get the fresh air and breath.
FYI, what I have heard you saying in all of this is you aren't going to let fears and such rule you, that you are in essence taking the leap of Faith, handing it over once again because all you have done is try to grab it all back from Him.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
