Tonight is the big night. All my stuff is packed and ready to go. I am moving light though...I am not taking ALL my stuff, my computer is about the biggest thing I am taking. Other than that it is clothes and such. My friend has a room all made up for me. He is that same fella who I lived with when she asked for a seperation a few years ago. He is a super friend and is always supportive of whatever decision I make.
My Plan at the moment is to be healthy and do what I can to make the transition as easy as possible on my kids. I don't plan to go wild or anything like that, but she needs to see that she cannot run rough-shod over my feelings anymore. She does not want to listen to reason and me staying at the house and watching the kids is exactly where she wants me. Disconneting from her has no effect as I am still in the house. She is happy with that arrangement. I don't think things will change while I am still under the same roof as she is. I think it is her turn to show that she wants this marriage to work...and if she does not than at least I know that is the case and can move forward from there.
