Because I am done. Yes I am a bit angry. Yes I am hurt. More importantly I am disgusted with her right now. I don't think I can ever forget how she is acting. Tonight she is going out with a friend of hers that only recently stopped smoking pot. A woman that continually bad mouths her exhusband and hits on guys at bars in town. Because my wife is making bad choices that I will never forget.
I know I can forgive her, but I won't forget. I know myself well enough to know I can't forget about the other guys. I am pretty sure I could never take her back. Not now. And I only think it is going to get worse.
