Well, I'm going to try pulling out of this little emotional melt-down. Too many things setting me off this last week. Thanks for putting up with me and all my venting.
But, angry and alone isn't where I want to be. I want a better R with H--not the old stuff, new stuff. That means I have to stop obsessing about all the stuff I'm hurt and angry about. Those feelings will be there, but I don't have to feed them and let them take me over. I sure as heck don't want to sabotage myself at this point.
So back to work on this...um...project. It's a new week and I'm going to start working on improving a beginner's mindset.
