You didn't *do* anything to cause him to act the way he did. Don't turn his moods back onto yourself. Just as he can't stand it when you won't talk to him, you can't stand it when you think he thinks you are angry with him.
You are continuing the same old dance by trying to explain to him how you feel and wanting to clear the air between you. Don't for one second believe that he didn't get the biggest charge out of you contacting him. You did exactly what he expected you to eventually do.
I know this is difficult for you but you have got to drop that rope and leave it on the ground, girl.
Now. What did you do for fun this weekend?
*hugs* ~ swl
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}
