Thanks Momof2, sometimes I just don't know. It's confusing and I really really need to seperate myself from his madness.

H was just baptized about 4 years ago now. He liked going to church with me and D and wanted to be part of our same religion. Now since this all started, he says he doesn't believe in God...to many bad things happen. Today I come to work and have an email from him. We have NC all weekend. He emails me letting me know he was on a spiritual retreat to walk a labyrinth and it was pretty cool and he'll have to tell me about it later for sure. WTH????