The motor oil is not for my car it is for BOTH our cars - mine and H's, which when i looked on the shelf, we were out of and H does maintenance on both cars. S17 would never ask for oil and believe me when I say that would be the furthest thing from his mind.
I did get necessities for the kids--above and beyond what was given to me.
OW means nothing and if she did, I would have been divorced by now. H would love for our family to be put back together but feels he has done so much damage. Because of the guilt which I stated earlier, it is so beyond our comprehension the enormous pain due to guilt, unless one has experienced it, they feel they can never get past that.
When in MLC, they cycle a lot and this is part of that cycle.
H does not have the funds to pay for two residences.
As a Christian, we can see how when involved in sin, it can make a person do things or paralyze them and this is a spiritual battle.
H made a lot of sense what he was saying lastnight. I spoke to him for almost 4 hours.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
