Congratulations on dealing with those deep rooted issues with your Dad. That must have been empowering! And listening to your little one be so upset is so heart wrenching.
Perhaps one reason why you're having one of these rough mornings is that you did sooooooooooo much emotionally this weekend.
I've been feeling down and out the past few days, feeling tossed and turned and inbetween. I think it goes with the territory. Goodness me, you should see some of the stuff I've posted today all over the boards today.. very .. may I say.. almost bitter, helpless, at my wits end??
As far as losing faith.. I wouldn't worry about that. Heck.. you're an incredible woman with so much strength.. I want to bottle you up and sell you on eBay!