Sorry I haven't been around much lately... suffering with more of the blues I'm afraid and just didn't feel like posting it and bringing others down with me. Still not feeling overly happy.. but at least I'm not super sad today.
So yesterday was my 6 year anniversary.. H came over and spent the day with D2 and I.. we had a nice day together but it didn't feel like an anniversary. We had some of his family call and wish us a Happy Anniversary and Happy Easter (they are Greek Orthodox).. I got him a card.. it wasn't a Happy Anniversary card because that would just be a lie.. we are not happily married right now. So I got him a thank you card. Thanking him for the time we have had together. He did not get me a card or anything.
Anyway, that's about it. His mouth/jaw is healing nicely.. his swelling is nearly gone.. he's started gaining a bit of weight back now that he's able to introduce more soft food into his diet.. so he seems to be doing well.
Says that a big part of him wants to move home.. which he also said is an improvement from before where the thought never really occurred to him at all.. but he doesn't trust that he is ready. Worries that he may need to leave again. He said all he knows is that we are "connected" and that he wants D2 and I near him always.. but maybe not residing under the same roof it seems. Only time will answer that one!
Take care, W2G
PS.. still no results for my Mom.. and she said she had heaviness in her chest again last week.. I really hope she finds out something soon.
