Ugh...I am having a really rough morning. I am having one of those mornings where I just miss H like crazy. I am just feeling very sad right now. My urge to call him is not too strong, but I REALLY just wish he would contact me. Do you ever have those days where you just feel hopeless about your sitch? Like there is nothing you can do to change things? I am losing faith that this will work out at all. I'm not sure that there is anything I can do to stop these feelings, but I am trying. I guess I just need to go through this process and feel all these emotions. I'm just sad, and needed to get my feelings out into the cosmos. Thanks for letting me do that here.
