P.S. I am now having very violent fantasies about Uber-Ugly Wannabe Indian but Just an Albino Ho again.
Haven't had those for awhile--but I am literally afraid that if I don't vent that anger in some safe way--I really will hurt her.
You have no idea how badly I wish I could hurt her.
Freakin coward!!!! She was brave enough to chase after 3 different Indian men (either married or custom-married like we are). I stuck by a younger friend of mine when she was going through pure hell after finding out about her H cheating with that woman. She even took after her with a baseball bat to her car--broke out every window--chased her and had to be tackled down by several (large) guys. She went to jail for assault, etc. I took a long time for my friend and her H to reconcile. They went through hell--their young child went through hell.
Did uber-ugly give up??? NO--she then went after another friend's huband. The guy was even a cousin to my first friend! They had 4 children and she went after the guy!
When I found out that it was the same fuzzy-haired uber-ugly that my H had just taken up with...
my first reaction was that I couldn't believe she was still walking around with both her kneecaps. She's lucky to still be breathing--much less try it YET again!!
So she can look cool to her New Age Twiklebunny friends--having an Indian guy on her arm. Tryin' to get Native by injection. Women like her are a dime a dozen--coming around to pow-wows or other ceremonies--disrespectfully wearing short little shorts and fluerescent died and beaded turkey feather ear-rings--and t-shirts with dreamy looking Indian maiden surrounded by a zoo full of animals....
they come around drooling after our men...even at ceremonies...
they try to feed our guys "oh you are so wise--big chief--man--bullpucky"...
you could be be a fat old man, blind in one eye missing a leg and there's always some skanky new agey twinkie girl slathering around after you....
and all the guys know--we all teach them from when they are small, never get near one of those kind of girls and if you do, never believe anything they say about birth control..
because the only thing they think is cooler than snagging an Indian guy....is having one of their own real live Native babies.... so they can put them in a cradleboard and carry them around to their hokey "Wild Woman drum classes"
How in the hell am I ever gonna respect H again after taking up with one of those new age twinlebunnys? This is truly humiliating! I'm not just MAD at him...I'm EMBARRASSED for him!
