Ive done all the counselling I can stomach. I'm literally sick of talking about this, hence my decision to leave. All this talking has changed nothing. If anything the pain is greater now than it was in the beginning.
It's a fait accomplis - either I D H or he will D me. There is no other outcome. There no longer is anything to talk about
Allison, if it really is a fait accompis, then think of this as your new start in life ! It means you have a clean canvas ! You get to decide what you want from now on, and when you see that all this horrid MLC stuff is just a PART of your life and not your ENTIRE BEING, then,...that's when the clouds will start moving away to let the sun shine down on you !
Allison, life is a gift from God ! Take it and embrace it, for it is over before you know it ! Life is ups and downs, tears and joy, life is full of opposites so that we learn, grow and prosper !
I wish you the very best !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
