We realize this is where we see your Angst which we all have and thus our minds eye of your makeup is probably skewed toward the negative of the real AG. You report this wheas the online personna is different than the in person personna.
I believe many check up but AO is the spokesperson. Glad you are taking your trips.
I heard something the other day whereas thinking is constantly a process of asking and answering questions and a good part of your makeup is the questions you direct your mind to ask. On the swim challenge I am asking 'How do I make this hurdle and have a rockin good time doin it?'. Success is never guarenteed but the ride is a set of cheap thrills. Thank God I'm easily amused.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin