I tried to write to you this morning but my browser crashed just before I could post it.
I really have to agree with Shiney and Sage on this one. Those cruel messages were from the long ago past. I know the sting is just as painful though.
"I have read your story and many other stories here where bomb hit/A ended/working on M/turns out A wasn't ended after all."
That is part of my story too. I can relate.
I don't know if you've read my thread, but I've been on an anger binge ever since I opened our last batch of phone bills. It confirmed that my H had broken a recent promise he voluntarily, and seemingly sincerely, made to me. He broke it over and over and over. I felt myself implode.
I can understand how that would drag you back into that desperate, lonely place we've all experienced following the bomb.
I can only suggest that you bring those wretched feelings to us, let that sickening energy flow out of you here.
You've come such a long way and made so much progress with your situation, even if it doesn't feel like that right now. It would be a shame to backstep over those nasty warts from the past.
