Yey~ I got lots of stars~
H is busy doing 'homework/assignment'. I don't know if it is true but that's what he says. I hope it is true but I will never know. Saturday all day, I didn't hear much from him. He went to work, went to study and went out with his friends. I went out with my friends for a little and went home early. I participated fundraising running ( I walked...but I did it!) this morning and had breakfast with my in-laws without H. We had great time. I also had great time playing with puppy! He is about 3LB but his name is Dragon \:\) I am so glad we got him. I am better person and am engaging lots of activities with kids and puppy. I am cleaning my floor like crazy because of him. I am feeling great but I miss H more and more. Sometime I don't know beause I love him or I am in love with him. or I am just lonely... I feel like we have new baby together but we are not together. I think it is only a start and hope things will go well near future. I just wish and keep working on DBing, GAL, 180 etc etc. BUT sometimes something make me soo down and want to forget about everything! I am only a human..


Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2
M:7y Together:8y
found out his A :07/07
bomb:11/01/07
s: 11/15/07
OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around
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