I have been reading this thread with much interest. Although, I feel like I'm eavesdropping. lol My H has had many online relationships in the almost 10 years we've been together. I'm realizing from reading this thread why a lot of things were the way they were in my own behavior (reactions) and also in his.
Thank you for your openness. It is helping me a lot to have clarity although I am sorry you are feeling this pain. It's not a pretty thing, for sure.
Hi lovelearn.
There is a curse that says: May the purpose of your life be to serve as warning to others.
I know what you are going through and I tell you now, it is not your fault and you do not deserve it. Keep on loving, it is the only weapon we have that can truly overcome the darkness in and around us.
Kolle
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