I felt so angry all weekend as if everything was going wrong but I do know that God is always working behind the scenes and I do realize that the devil was trying to bring me way down and into a situation that would have gotton me into trouble but I am okay now.

S17 came home after being with H this afternoon, and S17 walks in the house with this big box of motor oil. I asked what the heck that was for and he said for the cars, his dad had bought it and said to put it in the garage. Of course I said to S17, why would he want to keep motor oil in our garage when he lives about 25 minutes away?????

H's clothes and mail have not been picked up either and I have no intention of doing anything with them other then to leave the things where they are.

I have been frustrated the last few days but I am doing better.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19