This is hard for everybody, especially "doers." But IMO sometimes this frenetic activity and seeking new Rs is just a way to try to avoid the fact that sometimes in life we hurt. And we can learn something from it but only if we slow down and experience it!
Maybe you didn't have enough time to truly focus on you and your own growth between your D and this new LT R. So maybe life is telling your something.
Then maybe it is getting late and I'm full of it.
Either way I'm sorry you are hurting and I so agree with Lissie, now may not be the time for casual Rs.
