Hey Cagz...yes, it does leave way too many moments to see them.
He called tonight before he brought the kids home...said he was going to go to the fastfood place and get them supper and then bring them home...he asked if I wanted anything from there as well. I was like, no thanks??? He went on, "are you sure?" then he wanted to let me know that it was fixing to rain....ok....anyway, he brought them home....lingered for a few minutes....could hardly keep his eyes above my neck....ugh. I know this because the kids mentioned their sunburn...then he said "yeah, looks like mommy got some on her neck too....I didnt get any sun on my neck...not enough he could see anyway. Oh me....he's gone for a week....yeah, I think.
He called around 8:30 to tell the kids goodnite...he didnt say anything to me other than "can I please talk to the kids?"
Its like sometimes he follows what I ask, then at other times he doesnt.
Im sad...I did tell him to be careful when he left. He was going to have a long drive. Im not a cold person and I dont want him to think I dont care.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
