Hey SPM, I am so glad you came back to let us know you are hanging in there. I took a break from here for a little while, also. I truly believe that the truth will always win out eventually. Right now, just concentrate on yourself and your wonderful children. Do not worry about your W or your future with her. I know how very strong you are and how much you love your kids. At the end of the day, feel confident that you are doing the right thing, that truth is on your side and that you can never go wrong when you put your kids first. Keep in touch.