How do they walk away?

[CBK]

Treese,

Thanks - I just had a downturn - go to my thread Still Drowning after 23 years. Right now I feel horrible, holding back the tears. I am anything but strong, I just wish I could do as others tell me. I am so in love with W and she doesn't want to give me the time of day.

I lost 35 lbs in 5 weeks - holding at that I hope. It is amazing what a diet of water will do for you! :-) Not sure what to do on the other side of the tummy - but for me, sitting on it isn't helping! :-)

I am heading to the driving range soon. Need to work out some frustrations. I am afraid if I talk to W about anything, I will backslide. I tried to smile at her and she gave me a pathetic look back, like, I really don't care about you. Arghhh.