How do they walk away?

[Treese]

Yes that is true, it is one less thing to worry about but......

when he is here it brings back all the memories of us doing the yard work together and talking while we are doing it.....I just got back from luncheon...was nice....and as soon as I get home he can't look at me and when he does its a quick glance...and said he has to go....can't even chat with me for a minute...can't stand to be around me....it really hurts...I know I should be getting better but Im not....I worried about me...I want all this pain to go away...

All my friends are married or have boyfriends and I have no one to chat with...it's nice outside and I was sitting on the porch but started to cry...when does the crying stop...I didn't think I had any tears left but when he leaves it's like he is leaving all over again...

SOMEONE HELP ME DETACH!!!! I miss him so much...even after everything that has happened....why....who knows....I pray and pray, and pray.....haven't gotten my answer yet...or I don't see it....maybe it's staring me right in the face....but I just can't imagine life without him....

Sorry....was just venting.....