I have been open and honest with these girls (only one sexually) I didn't initiate the sex. Even said I wasn't ready. She is aware we are "just dating" and she has her own gap to fill. But I am not leading her on.
I know NC is for me. But the pain isn't going away. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and for me it feels like quiting smoking. Still get the craving yrs later.
7 months is a long time to not truly smile and laugh. I think I am overly sensitive for a man but only when it comes to my relationships.
I can deal with human tradgedy and hold it together just fine. But this, this is killing me.
