We (me, w and three younger kids) went to the zoo today. It was good but I have this INTENSE sadness and pain in me. IT MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE TO ME! How can this be happening? How can my W think she can find happiness by destroying the people who love her most? And if she does find this great happiness, will it have been worth the terrible sacrifice she forced me and the kids to make?
How wil she EVER be able to live with her conscience?
The books say we will recover and heal, but I expect we will recover and heal like a man who has lost his legs. He will be healthy again but he never will be whole again.
My little reptile feeds on sadness and pain. God grant me the strength to keep him under control.
Me 43 W 42 M 1998 S16 S15 D7 D4 bomb 07/03/2007 OPA ILYBNILWY My Thread
