Things with Tyson are going well. Wednesday was the first night I had to give him fluids, amd needless to say it did not go well. I was nervous and half his dose went all ovet my kitchen. So after 15 minutes I gave up so as not to traumatize him. I then came home at lunch the next day and all went well.
So I know X's wedding is coming up. It may have even been yesterday. And I have to admit, it was on my mind yesterday. I tried to shove it aside but it ended up creeping into my dreams. I dreamt the X forgot to order wedding rings so they had to get married without. Just wierd stuff like that. Last night I was looking around at all the furniture, kitchen stuff, etc that he just walked away from and did not want. Yes OW has furniture and stuff, and he would not have had room, but if I helped pay for things I would have atleast wanted half if I were in his shoes. Was the guilt so bad that he felt better letting me have everything or if he took things would it have been a constant remeinder of what he did ? I shall never know I guess.
How is it that the WAS seems to move on to a whole new happy life (marriage)immediatly while the LBS is left to rebuild their life and finding love and happiness takes alot longer? Just things that have been running through this pea brain of mine.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend. i am off to wash my pups, something they are sooo excited about \:\/

found out about affair 8/06
H moves out Nov/06
D final 8/07
X re marries OW 5/08
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Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow".
-- Mary Anne Radmacher