Great insight whatdidido

MY POST

whatdidido, do we detach from WAW or what, I'm trying to work on myself and also trying to show W that she is wanted and loved. But I know OM is still in the picture and boy does she want him and not me based upon the last letter I found. I know snooping isn't the best idea, I'm pretty much over that, I just remember the last letter to remind me how bad W has it for OM

I keep talking about wanting her out because it means she made a decision and I can move on with my life. I would prefer that she wanted to work things out but thats up to her

Trying to stay happy while my heart gets ripped out. Dreaming of love and affection and getting little of either.

M45
W41
D9, D6, D6, S5
M 10 years
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
PA confirmed 03/08