The flame is flickering out...

[SirPrizeMe]

It's nice of you all to check up on me from time to time. Thank you for the good thoughts.

I'm doing ok. My situation is sort of the same - I am shut out of everything that was important to me. But I am hopeful that I will have 50% residential time with my kids. I'm looking to rent a house soon, a place I cannot really afford, but time with my kids is more important.

W has deepened the allegations against me to include sexual abuse. I am not clear on the specifics of the allegation, but it is now there. At first this was deeply troubling to me, but then I thought - this cannot hurt me. It can only help. It will be proven for what it is, utterly false. And the accusation itself will show the depths to which my wife has sunk. It is sad that she alleges it, and I do not look forward to continually refuting these allegations in court. But I think overall it is a net positive for me. Next I hope she accuses me of chopping up small children and cooking them in stew.

In other news, I hear through the friend network that OM apparently is going to jail for his two DUI arrests. W still maintains a relationship with him. I wonder if his incarceration will shake something loose for my crazy W.

Oh, wait, they are in love. that's right, I forgot.

I am sending all of YOU good thoughts too. Sorry I haven't been around on theboard to chat and comiserate and encourage lately. I just didn't have it in me.