For the guys with kids and a WAW

[hopeful4her]

Thank you for your input. As I already have the support of my kids in my sitch, the only reason to expose the A to anyone else who doesn't know, my kids and my parents (a few select friends know)would be for me to give WW the 2x4 as a last resort. I will struggle with this and will consider both sides very carefully.

Spent the day with D11 and then went to pick up D6 at grandmas. D6 decided to stay another night so I took D11 to a store near WW work at about the time she gets off. I was trying to not have WW meet at my parents as they are upset with her. WW called and I told her to meet us at the store. After shopping a bit, we walked to another book store. We all went our seperate ways and after a while, I walk around and find WW planted on the floor in the section of family law and such. Smack me on my head. I walk around for a while and she sees me. She asks me if we are ready, I say not yet. After another 30, WW calls me on my cell and is laughing because she can hear my phone ringing. I'm only two isles away. She starts to ask a question about power of attorneys. I walk to her section and we start to talk about a client she had earlier in the day. I sit with her on the floor looking at the shelves. What women need to know about Divorce, Self Divorce, Custody of Children...All sorts. I am trying my best not to say something. Just blow it off. I see on the ground a tissue and notice that her eyes are a little red. I pull a book by Hunter S Thompson and start to read. D11 comes by and sees the section. She asks WW some sarcastic question about the section. WW replies that she is just reading. D11 gives her a look and walks off. I ignore it all. I continue to read and WW starts to read the What Women need to know about Divorce book.

We leave and go to eat at HuHut. We all love it there. After, we take in a movie. Get home a little late and WW plays with the puppies for a while and then bed.

This morning, our arms cross each other (maybe I positioned mine on purpose)and our hands are on top of each other. She shifts her hand and hooks her thumb on my pinky. I know she is asleep and I'm wide awake. After a while she shifts again and her arm is now on my face. After a while another shift, and she back to her side of the bed facing away. Whether it is conscious or not, I love these touches. I like to think it is her subconcious that does this. Makes me think about what she really is suppressing deep inside. My wishful thinking.

Maybe she was reading the books, because she believes that I have already spoke to an attorney, and she was just trying to educate her self a bit about protecting herself from me. I don't know and I really don't care. My mind is absolutely set about fighting for the kids if she initiates anything.

We'll see how church goes today.