I know what W is up to Do I sabotage or not?

[Doingmypart]

Thanks Whathappened. If I did not have kids with her, I may just do that...I also do really want her happy and for now this may be it for her. Twisted I know, but I already see her commitment was weak and only if things were "good" all the time. We have been unhappy for longer than we have been happy, so I know she is just tired of waiting to see improvements. Then again has never really done much to help make those improvements. The weird thing is I'm in a really good place in that I am focused on being the best person I can be for me first, her second & kids third. A few years ago I would have been spiraling down and out of control. So that to me is a good thing. My heart tells me that we will end up together, but I just don't see it happening any time soon. which worries me.