ACJ, (((Hugs)))) I noticed your post was written very late or very early,so I guess you had a real bad day. Maybe take time out for now. I see a hurt and wounded animal. Maybe you didn't save you marriage-for now. Your son is temporarily living with his Dad-for now. DB is for you as much as anything. Making you a better person,giving you coping skills for life. I don't think DR made your situation any worse than it was and maybe it has given you skills for future relationships. For now you need rest from your battles. Just be still and take it hour by hour day by day. Maybe see a Dr. Take care.
