H and MIL are out for a drink right now. For tomorrow, I booked a tennis court for us. I don't play tennis, H was an instructor and high school coach at one point. Early in our R we'd play here and there, but I never really took to it. I'm in much better shape right now and I want to do something fun with my H, so I thought this is something we could do together.
While half of me feels like we are going to end up apart, I have felt a few more connections with H in the past few days. Little joking here and there, little looks in response to some of his Mom's actions and just "more." Of course, I don't know what this "more" means, but something's changing. It may not be enough, but here's hopeing.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09