Ok strange days...

I have not been wearing my ring. W has not been wearing hers either. I do believe hers are tight (she has put on some weight). Anyway the other day I walked into my room and my son was playing with my ring. I decided to put it on. I wore it all day. When I got home. (Now here is where Sara is going to say I was playing games) I stopped at wife "office" and showed her a sliver in my palm. So she saw I was wearing my ring. Anyway this morning I noticed her rings were not on her dresser. On the way to the parade I looked and she had them on.
Now tonight she is going to a girl’s night out. She is not really going out but staying over a friend’s house with her cousin. (Yes I checked and she really is). She was still wearing her rings when she left AND when she got in her van. She rolled the window down and I gave her a kiss on her shoulder as she started her van. I then said I think I want to give ya a kiss on the cheek. And As I went in for the kill she turned her head and kissed me on the lips. Not a big kiss but SHE turned her head to do it.
This might not sound like a big thing to most of you but this is the first kiss in a few months... I can't wait until Monday when I am smoke free. I will not feel as self concuss being close to her. This is my last chance for romance. I have been having too many divorce thoughts running through my head.
Well it's sunny here. Great weather. The only thing that could really make my day is if Saffie would take a ride with me top less, the jeep that is...

Later

Do Love (Husband)


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know