Peace, Thanks for the clarification and compliment. I know my H can see the changes. He's just SO scared that they are not permanent or he just doesn't have the energy to try. He may be thinking "Why should I try? I already tried and it didn't work. Why should the marriage work now?"
I am praying for God to guide me for my next step and for him to show what He needs me to do for my M.
I have been entertaining some options and trying to figure out if those ideas are God-sent or not. This is tough to figure out. I am going to journal tonight about the R talk and last interaction with my H. It seems that my work on my M takes up almost all of my energy and time and I don't seem to be spending much on my housework at all.
I wish my H can see that I am not desperate at all. I love him and am standing for my M out of love for him and out of obedience to God. I have turned down several date offers because I am standing for my M.
I saw "27 Dresses" - good movie but it did make me cry. It made me think of my H.
