I feel so lonely today. I know I have to GAL, but I just want my family back. this is the kind of day we would do things together and it's so hard. why can't h "remember" just a few short months ago we were a family? It's these times that I feel hopeless. But I've been db'ing, no calling (He's called me, in fact to let me know how Isabellla was doing this weekend), very light and pleasant talk.
I just miss him, I guess. the stupid little things. when the f does this go away?
I'm an atrractive girl and have never had a problem attracting men in my life. there is a guy right now who wants to date me but I just CANNOT. I'm SO not in that place. I know a part of me might get an ego boost or it might help with the loneliness for a minute, but I'm so not feeling it right now. I miss my h. I miss our family. I know, I sound pathetic today and very NOT PMA
