I do pretty well when the kids are around. I had six girls spend the night last night..my three and three friends. That def takes my mind of everything. But as soon as I drop them off it starts all over again. Today was especially bad because I had to go to the old house and clean the pool. Just walking in that quiet abandoned house kills me...it's like you see the ghosts of all your memories floating before your eyes. Or you see a family picture amongst a pile of stuff on a dresser...I can't wait till this house is sold and we distribute our stuff....going back there is torture....and at the same time I love it...


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon